aha people, back.

suddenly i have a loss of interest for blogging. after since school reopen i find there's absolutely nothing interesting to blog about. cause my life these days are nothing but a drag with more and more misery and stuffs i aint hoping to happen. i'm starting to sound like a emo freak and a pessimistic. -.- but it's true okay. i've been waiting for people smses and BOOHOO, there was N-O-N-E, at all. ): my fringe thingy again. i shall not whine about it again. and now, war among my family practically EVERYDAY. (and it do sucks like fuck.)

oh man, big fuck to everything.

and moreover, this year is like my O levels and i do feel pressure everyday. i do not have enough time to blog as whenever i reach home and finish my homework, i would just feel like sleeping. god dam it tired, and mentally tired too. i'm tired of quarrellings, it's a waste of my time. so whats is there even to blog about?

and obviously, i wont blog about what happen in school either, cause i bet you guy will be falling asleep if i do.because, it would be like :

today, i woke up at whatsoever time, brushed my teeth, waited for bus and have whatsoever lesson. ate this and that for recess. had geography and history lesson blah blah blah. and continues like it's nobody's businesses.

god, that would be freaking boringggg. -.- i wonder who would even view my blog if i would to blog like that. haha. oh well, probably one day i will blog like that and bored you people to death. aha.


i do feel my life is in a mess now. studies, relationships, family stuff and some personal stuffs. BOOHOO. and i am lack of a good night sleep. i been missing the holidays whereby i can sleep for the whole morning, wake up go to work or play and come home to sleep. haha, i do treat my home as a resort. cause basically, i do not interact with my mother cause our personalities clash. and my father comes home really late and night. i do not share my life with my parents either, so it's like a resort but just that i have to see my mother's LOVELY face everyday, which pisses me off all the time.


she is really nice to me at times, and when does. it will only be when she needs my help, borrow money from me ( and she NEVER returns to me * rolls eyes* ) , takes my money or take my posb card. or else, she will practically be screaming her head off me everyday unless when she is really really inn a good mood which happens only like once in every 365 days.

oh well, i aint gonna blog about my mother or my family, or i will complain like fucking shit in this post. haha.

anyway, pictures with my bitches ( i look super shag and horrible. -.-) :




























































oh well, bye for now. (: