ever ever after by carrie underwood.

ever ever after? i hope.
fairytales, i believe.


i suddenly do feel i want to be in a fairytale. i do want to have ever ever after. i changed, i do feel it now. maybe someone is right, i aint as strong i claim. i told him i do not need a man. he told me that was bullshit and iargued with him and stayed strong on my stand. but now probably not. i feel weak suddenly, tired of it already. i feel like breaking down now. i feel like crying and screaming my head off. but i dont know whats the fucking freaking reason.i really dont.it feels like suicidal.

fuckshit.guys are jerks. they bring the sweetest and the worst nightmare to every woman.

absolutely contradicting of me today. i do not even get it clear what i am thinking.