BLAH~ i'm sick. ):
BOOHOO. sore eyes and flu. oh great.
i hate being sick. i hate it i hate it i hate it! i cant wear my contact lens, my eyes are so red. and i look so tired like some kinda living dead zombie right now. i wanna someone to lean on right now. ):

i'm feeling so tired lately. tsk. i dont like seeing myself like this, feels like a weakling. and i feel so sensitive this while. and well, i feel like killing people when i feel so upset. violent amanda probably? yea yea, too much god of war. well, i'm am upset. over something i aint even sure of. i question myself why i'm being so upset about it and it leaves me with no bloody answer. oh well, nonsensical shit.

and seriously, school is SHIT. the vice principal suck. oh, stupid and lame school rules. morning detention. sitting on the parade square for the whole dam day, wasting precious time of mine. not learning anything in school when we are supposed to. oh fuck. $%^&%^ and the bloody reason is actually we choose not to run to the parade sqaure by 7.25. like wtf reason is this?! it doesn even make sense. they must well tell us school starts at 7.15 like before. crap shit. URGH. this is certainly pissing me off. stupid mentality. dumb and brainless freaks .

i'm not concentrating on anything now. man, studies are super important now and i'm starting to neglect it. fuck shit. i want and need motivation. i'm not into anything now. no sports, no music, no academic. no RESULTS. sounds pretty pathetic. god, i'm supposed to be participating in the music competition this year but i'm NOT. BLAH. i'm sounding so lousy larrrrr.

BUCK UP AMANDA!